Boring

I don’t like being bored. I don’t like being stagnate. I don’t like not being able to check things off my list of “to do’s”. I don’t like WINTER….that said, I hate being f-ing cold!

There, now that that’s off my chest I do feel a little better. I will elaborate a bit. I’m bored when I feel stuck. I made it from point A to point………. G.

“Z’ is a long way from where I am. I’m often frustrated with my own thoughts. I should be further along than I actually am with my life’s pursuits. Than reality always slaps me in the face to remind me that it’s baby steps and a lot of trial and error. As long as I’m making an effort to pursue SOMETHING, well something¬† is better than just “anything” right? OK, OK…. So what is my “something”? So far, real estate is a plan. I have always been interested in real estate. I do enjoy the home & garden shows and when changing up channels on the TV I always stop when I get to a “House for Sale” show. Yes, I am aware that it is more than taking an interest in something that will make me a “success”. I may be in lala dream land at times but that is where I begin. Starting with an interest, dreaming about the possibilities which than leads to many ideas, which than leads to the hard part…… ACTION.

Sometimes checking things off my list of to do’s will take longer than I would want, but I need to congratulate myself for where I am in the process. As long as I keep pushing forward and give my 100% I must be content with the process no matter how long it takes to get to “Z”. I have small goals and pretty darn big ones!!

I do remind myself that somethings may need to be crossed off the list, but not unless I give my one hundred percent. Failure is reality but so is Success.

“Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is courage to continue that counts.” Winston Churchill

Live, love, honor and laugh out loud! Prioritize You.

 

About Cassandra Pavolic

As a retired performer for 25 years transitioning careers has been difficult. I truly enjoyed my career as an aerialist performer. I was fortunate enough to see the world, traveled many places and met people from all cultures. I learned a tremendous amount about life and people during my years traveling than I would in a school setting. The one thing I took away from being on the road is that no matter what ethnic background you are, we are all so similar. A smile is a smile in every language (happiness or contentment). Expressions of all emotions have the same meaning around the world. For this reason we are similar, and I somehow find that comforting. I'm now 50! It's hard to believe I'm fifty already! I reflect on my accomplishments as well as my failures up to date. Both are irrelevant to what I value most. I value people and relationships. I value my deity, it is the number one thing that keeps me stable. Being true to myself is a portion of my "food" in regards to my decision making. When I steer away from being my true self I am disappointed. Exercise, taking walks, and being still are another source of "food" in my life. I like to be still, listen and observe all things. I have been this type of person since a young child. Perhaps one of the reasons why I take an interest in Personality Psychology and my recent studies human behavior. I hold an Associates degree in Music/Theater/Dance from Dean College in MA. I quickly realized I wanted to perform, therefore my journey began immediately after graduating from Dean. I have been a Licensed Massage Therapist, as well as a Certified Personal Trainer. I am curious, I am persistent and I am passionate. I'm on a mission to be a better person, to help those who want to help themselves, and to share my thoughts, opinions, experiences to anyone who gives a damn. All in hoping that what I have to offer will change lives as you learn to keep your priorities in order. And so I started prioritize you.
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